Proof of Heaven

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   I had always been interested in metaphysical topics and para-psychology. Am I following the footsteps of the Ghost Busters? Or into Witchcraft? Well...no..Its just that like any other person I have been curious about what happens after death. I needed a Proof of Heaven. It goes without saying that death of my husband definitely added on to my explorations.   Does a person truly live after dying?  Is life just a transitory phase ??? I don't know. Or should I say I didn't know. It was only when my husband died that I asked these  questions. I didn't know whom to turn to for answers. Afraid of the darkness slowly engulfing my mind and unsure of people's views, I resorted to books.  Read through lots of books which included:-
  • Life After Life by Dr Raymond Moody
  • Laws of the Spirit World by Khorshid Bhavnagri
  • Proof of Heaven by Dr Eben Alexander
  • The Quest of the Overself by Paul Brunton
  • Books by Nan Umrigar
  • Books by Dr Brian Weiss
      Read through books after books just to seek for what I wanted to know. I had heard stories of spirits of people approaching their loved ones after death. I was hoping his spirit would come to meet me. Neither did he come then, nor now. I was shrouded with doubts. Had I not loved him enough? Was my love weak when it came to attracting him to meet me after death? It was during this phase of mine that a small incident gave me the much needed proof.

      It was after months that I mustered the courage to open the external hard disk which he never allowed me to touch, let alone use. He was so possessive about it that he always kept it under lock and key when around and took it with him when he went out. The moment the window of contents popped up, I didn't know whether to be happy or sad. There were four folders labelled 'Pictures of my love', 'My wife's favourite songs', 'Movies for my kids' and 'Miscellaneous stuff for wife n kids'. It was as if he knew his time had come....time to go back to heaven. It was then that I realised maybe this was the Proof of Heaven. Proof that some things are better left to time for explanations. My husband made me realise that I did mean a lot to him unlike my apprehensions. It was he who finally gave me a "Proof of Heaven"

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