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Realization

   It has been more than a month since I last blogged. Thankfully it was not a case of 'Writer's Block'. Besides the mundane hassles of shifting and re-shifting I truly felt more like a robot on the move. To add to this were painful blasts from the Past. I had to break free hence  took to modern day fasting- no Whatsapp, no facebook, no blogging, no internet. I thought it will not work, but it really did wonders. And how did it help....well...that is the crux of the matter.    Sometimes, to free oneself from the clutches of pain and despair one has to get head on with it. It is like jumping inside an active volcano to make it dormant. If you face it, you live happily longer; displace it and you just live. Life is all about living and that too living it well, after all, there is no guarantee that we will live again. By the way, even if we do reincarnate, there is every possibility that we might be reborn as a mosquito or a fly that is swotted down the minute it flies f

Finally...

Finally... Am leaving my base For a new beginning In a new place. Finally... I am taking with me No baggages But memories... Memories... Bitter and sweet. Pleasure and pain And agonies. Have been through hell Now I want some peace. I need to live So let me be. Finally... I have my space A new beginning A new place. Finally... I am taking with me No baggages But memories. Life was a tangle I had to break free. I was suffocated I wasn't me. I had to change I couldn't go on I had enough I had to move on. Finally.... With a smile on my face For a new beginning In a new place. Finally... I am taking with me No baggages But memories. If I could live On my own terms It was because I had best of friends. Some through phone Some nearby Kept me smiling So that I don't cry. I can't thank enough They were always there I feel so blessed They are here to stay. Finally... I've found my true friends. No matte

Epilogue

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          I sincerely believe that throughout life, you meet one person unlike any other. To that person you can tell anything to, you could be with them forever and never get bored, and you could tell them things that won't judge you for. This person is your soul mate, never let him go. I found my soul mate and my best friend in what started with hatred followed by love relationship.      And so ends a chapter in my life. Love happened and here I shared with you all how it happened. For every end there is a new beginning. The end of this life chapter was followed by Romance, Marriage and....well, well...will share all and bare all with the passage of time.

Chapter 18: Finale

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               I was in my office the next morning when my phone beeped. At first I did not want to read it, but on an impulse I read the message from Mallu.        "I am sorry. I really did not mean to hurt you."        I kept quiet.        "I really miss our coffee breaks together."        Again I kept quiet.        "I really did not want to hurt you."        "It is OK....Sir. I guess I became too big for my boots. I should have remembered, a junior is always a junior. I forgot the protocol. I am sorry."        "It is not about being a junior or senior."        "It really is sir. I was the one to forget."        "Are you still angry?"       My Boss was giving me dirty looks. I could not afford to indulge in messaging. I replied.        "My boss is getting irritated with constant beeps. Can we discuss this later sir?"        "Will you be coming in